Endless Road

It been quite long

since I come here

a road that I try to find

In the darkness

I miss the pass

miss it so much that

I want to venture it back

but I could not turn back

the time keep on ticking

moving forward

with feeling sorry

I keep on moving in the darkness

in search of the light

to find my way out

it is an endless road...........

When will it end?

Will I found the light?

Hoping for the day to come...

I pray it everyday

soon it will over

to seek what I always want for~

~Trying~

As I look again, I can't forget him.
It was in my mind.
I just let it be as I can't force myself to do so.
Let it be and let it slowly gone away
Let the time ticking help to ease the soul
But nothing is important now
What I need is to find my way out
It been long enough and I should put this into an end
I wish I will get it
Stop playing and wake up from dreaming
Then keep on trying to get it.

Gambateh~ FIGHTING!!!

Wondering am I that weak because of being to good?

♥Knowing YOU♥

Ever since I meet you I keep on thinking about it

Are we meant to be together?

I want to understand you more

To know about you

Each day I start to miss you

I really want to know

do you mean what you said?

Or it was just a joke?

But each time when we chat

I feel it

That you know

You say we seem like knowing each other for quite long althought it was just a month

I wonder but I am confuse..

Maybe I am scare of lies

Lies that could hurt me when I actually put all hope in it...

I wish you are true real person

I wish we really are meant for each other...

It hurt ....

New Year should have new resolution.

What I wishes for are simple.

Can't it be easy? Sometimes seem out off hand.

Could they understand me rather than I understand them more?

I didn't hope for more

but hope that ...

Everyone have good great day and happy always...

Same goes to me and people around me....

Is this also that hard???

I feel abit tired of understanding people more than they understand me....

I want to stop it.. Could I ?

But I feel that is not me anymore....

/( >.< )\ Arrrgghhh..... it hurt

Not knowing how

Recently I have been playing online game as usual. I seem to forget of blog and others. But I can't keep on running away. It was fun to chat and joke but not everyone will accept what you say. There are different kinds of people. Well, I found out that some internet friends could be annoying and some might not nice as you think they are. Anyway, I shouldn't waste my time on them. But some is nice and friendly.

Should I keep my distance from them? I seem to be drifting far away from reality......

All the Best

My mind is blank. I am not sure what should I write in my blog. It year 2011. Yes I know. I also know that I should have new year resolutions. Yes I have but it also need to take time and the right timing. I prefer to do something that use my hand such as crafts. That's for sure. Anyway, I hopimg that this year will turn out to be the great year and year after. Anyway, there some changes that I could see and I need to prepare to accept it and move on. Surely everyone face challenges that come no matter when or what time it might be. But as long as you could move on and then change the challenges into opportunity then it will be easy. Maybe to say is easy than to do it but we need to make it no matter how hard.

Gambateh to all!!

Take care & never Ever give up!!!

To KL again

I have always wanted to do it by myself and to learnt something new.

3/1/2011

I went down to Kuala Lumpur and meet Lay Guat. Thanks to her that I have place to sleep and able to go for the interview with her help. She also teach me which LRT I should take so that I will be able to go to Bukit Jalil.

4/1/2010

I manage to be at the company. It was a tiring day. We need to do assessment which include grammar and essay. I just do as I could. I had left essay long ago. Soon, after all it was aout 11.20 am. I was called for the interview with 3 interviewer. I couldn't think of any other think and just try to answer their questions. Anyway, it took quite long for them to interview me.

After interview I met Lay Guat for lunch. At least there someone to accompany before I leave Kuala Lumpur. Really thanks again to her. I appriciate it. After lunch around 1.30pm I move on and try to follow the flow also look at the direction. I manage as been told by her to go to Masjid Jamed by Rapid KL and then change to another LRT to Bukit Jalil. On my way, I manage to ask anyone which I should take. As the is one way LRT to Bukit Jalil too. So I took the one that go to Sri Petaling. As I reach Bukit Jalil, nothing could stop me. Even the scatch and win person who try to give me one. I just march forward to bus station and bought 2.30pm bus to Malacca. As soon as I reach Malacca, I am totally exhausted. It time for me to get a good night rest.

Thanks to everyone who help me include my sister and dad! :)