My LIfe

Well, just stop by to jot some point of my view. I have not blogging ever since... i don't know when. Anyway, i am going on with my life that seem normal. Well, i mean normal cause i am still the same back Malacca after final exam. However, everything around me will be changing bit by bit soon. I can feel it. When time pass and you are too free, like i am now, staying at home but will work for three day part time job soon, u might as well think a lot of stuff. What will be in the future? Things won't last till the end and we will grow up, old and go on with the cycle of life. Sometimes, i do remember the past that i left behind, wondering do i do anything wrong? I don't really know. As i am free now, i will as well relax and have a nice day..Haha.. Just thinking and imagine.

Anyway, i am waiting for my exam results. I hope ever thing will be alright. I seldom online lately. Maybe this will go on till i finish up and go on for practicum ( left a yr). Well, when i back uni, i will like to go out for a trip to Langkawi. As i had in my mind since last sem. Life back in Uni and in home isn't the same. Which one i will prefer? I am not sure. However, since i am still in Uni then, i should enjoy my life. The life of working will be tougher and i wonder which company i will be entering in future. Hope it will be a beautiful life... :D

Hatyai

30 July

We gather at Changlun to wait for the vans to come. We depart in the morning and reach there by morning, 10a.m. I don’t really remember what time we reach as I am a bit confused at first when we went there. Moreover, we can’t phone to Malaysia as it will cost us Rm2per sms and Rm3per call (for the Maxis user). We then check in the hotel before we went out. As it is our first time at Hatyai, we walk to the place using the map that was given by the group leader. The first mission that I know is to have lunch before we do other thing. Guess what, we had dim sum for breakfast. We ate together. For dim sum, it cost us about 30 bucks per person, which include Chinese tea and chrysanthemum.

In the van before depart

Dim sum...


After the breakfast we went back to hotel. The next thing we do is went out and walk to the place that was called shopping center. We went to the entire shopping complex around the place near by our hotel. One thing that we saw is Mc Donald. How could I miss trying the burger pork! We had our lunch there. It cost us 103 buck per set. There is no medium small or large size compare to our Mc D and it had included taxes (my friend told me). The rest, at night we have fun.

pork burger




me and frns with the food for 7 people



31 July

We wake up early. As we need to go to Songkhla. Before that, we had our breakfast. We depart and the tour guide took us around to a nearby beach. The scenery was nice as always when we go to a beach. I love the feeling when I step on the sand. It feels smooth. I feel like building a sand castle there but we are rushing and just able to take pictures. The weather was hot and I bought a coconut sea drink (if I did not hear wrongly what the hawker said). It is not like a usual coconut. Then we cross to songkhla by ferry. We have to wait for few minutes in the van before the ferry will move. When we reach there, we went to have our lunch. The tom yam there tastes better than before and we also have otak-otak kelapa.

Then we move to a place called Tang Kuan Hill. Before we went to the hill, we could see many monkeys around. We were thinking whether the monkey behave well than the monkey at our university. We went to the hill by lift. First time experience of going up hill by lift that is air-conditioned. As we reach the hill we need to climb up. There we saw the Prathat Chedi Luang, the royal pagoda at the top of the Tang Kuan Hill, which is the symbol of songkhla city. It was stated at the lift ticket that it is an ancient Davaravati art constructed in Nakorn Si Thammarat period surrounded by a cloister. Since 1886, it was restored under the command of King Rama IV and in 1996; King Rama IX gave the Lord Buddha relic for filling the pagoda. We then found a road, path going down to a building that look like ‘red house’ in Malacca since the building we found look a like. There still path going down but we choose not to go further down as the stair is unbalance and can easily slip down if not careful.

at Tang Kuan Hill

Red house?

We then proceed to go down the hill used the lift. When we were going to enter the van, a funny incident happen. I saw many birds crowding around the seed and suddenly the monkey nearby went to snatch banana from one of the seller. Then the monkey run away with it threat and causing a stir as the crowd of birds flying away when the monkey running away. That the picture I took without notice.

the monkey


The next thing when arrive at hotel, we went out to the night market where we can find lots of stall selling thing such as food, clothes and shoes. If you want to buy sport shoe then you may come here as the are variety of them. You will have hard time to choose! Anyway, the price is cheaper than in Malaysia for sure. I went to find shirt to wear for next day. Here you can bargain to the lowest price for Rm10. However, not all of the clothes will fit as they seem small. But I manage to find the clothes I like. Mean while, my friends found a stall that sell nice and lovely food. Guess what. The other way round actually. If you want to try to eat fried grasshopper, worm and bugs, you also can find it in the night market. I took the picture from my friend to display it here as a prove. I think it is okay.

The next thing we finish shopping, we proceed to a 7 eleven. Why do we go there? Well of course because we find out of something different from here. Inside 7 eleven, I found out that we can actually make own burger and eat the frozen food as there is an oven. As compare here with there, the 7 eleven had a variety of drinks. You can choose whatever flavor you want and the cute thing we saw is a small bottle of coke.

cute? very small

1ogos

It is time for us to go back to our place. We need to go through the custom and get our beg check. Of course nothing there that is illegal. We are good people. Haha… Erm. I remember 31 July is my brother birthday but I am unable to phone him. So I phone him as I reach here.

Thailand

This just introduction of getting to know the place.

A place that is quite near to the border of Malaysia, called Hatyai. It is under Thailand country. When you wants to go to a place, do you ever think of what kind of life the citizen of Hatyai? I never know till I saw it by my own eyes. Different culture as I may say. Before I went there, I had heard from my friends who had gone there. It is a holy place for the shoppers. You will not know till you bid the price. We do boarder pass before we go to Hatyai and change our money to buck. 200 buck means Rm 20, ten times smaller from our Malaysia ringgit. The next thing I know is that their time is different than ours that is late by one hour. Meaning if your watch is 1p.m then their time will be 12 noon. What will you expect? I had given the hints and I will write on the place I went.

Tesco (Noodles Station)

Maybe for you it is just a shopping place. However, this shopping place I mean is at Alor Setar. I went there with my friends. It is new as I can see. Just guessing. Comparing the Tesco in my hometown, Malacca and the place I went, it is different. In the Tesco, we saw many different shops. If we want to compare, there are lots of franchise outlets in Tesco, Alor Setar than at my hometown. For example, Big Apple... Our aim is to buy goods for the coming month in UUM. So, before we shop, we went for a lunch. We dine in a place called Noodles Station. Erm, from the name you can imagine what kind of foods it sell. But, sometimes a place had its own unique. It is my first time to try out the foods there. We order foods and drink. Guess what I think unique. It is the drinks. Imagine that you order a drink in a big jar. I can’t remember the name of the drinks. But I can say that if you order a drink at there, you can share with your friends. It had different taste, depends on what you want. The noodles are different than the usual noodle we used to cook. I may say nicer.

Me and my frn with the large bottle of drink


After the lunch, we rush to the Tesco market. As you can see there lots of stuff being bought by us, five of us. These stuffs were for our usage in UUM. So, although girls like to shop, we also shop because we need the stuff for monthly use. Plus, some of the things in Tesco are cheaper. One different thing I found out is that, there is a department in the Tesco market where you could buy all kinds of pork at Alor Setar Tesco. So, each place had its own style.

Stuff we bought

A second proposal

This drama is about a happy married couple, Min Suk and Mi Young, who have known each other for 20 years ever since childhood and had a lovely daughter and a son. One day Min Suk meets a woman whom he falls deeply in love with. He steadily becomes irritated with his plain wife and his bored married life. Thus, he carries on his affair with a younger, attractive woman. Then one day, Mi Young learns of his affair. She knows that she might lose him, so she tries in all her power to keep him. However, he throws away his wife and children to chase his teenage-boy dream of lust for his mistress. He acknowledges to his wife that he married her based on friendship only and that he's never known love until he met that other woman. He tells his wife that he only cares for his wife as a friend. Learning that Min Suk can’t live without the woman called Yung June, Mi Young accepts his demand for a divorce. Min Suk abandons Mi Young and she's forced to start her life over from rock bottom. You will feel the thrill when you watch it by yourself.

Mi Young

She's been a housewife and stay at home mom for over 10 years. She is a very good cook and loves her husband. She has a kind heart and loves her children very much. Life hasn't been treating her very well and she ultimately reaches the pivotal moment in her life when she hits rock bottom. However, because of her children, she works to earn money in order to prove that she will be able to take care of her children. She is the great woman…

Min Suk

He's been a good husband until he met Yung June. Her young looks and popularity captivated his heart. After a one night stand with Yung June, he becomes obsessed with her like a teenage boy in love. He forgets about his responsibilities of being a husband and father. He will throw away his past to obtain Yung June as his future. Erm…I don’t like him…

Yung June (the woman who took away Mi Young’s husband, Min Suk)

She is a popular woman and has good career life. However, she was left alone after her mother pass away. But, I don’t like her as she is a woman that causes the stir in the family. Enough of saying. She might be pretty but that doesn’t mean she can break the relation of other family. She then, married with Min Suk after he divorce. I really don't like her...

Kyung Soo

He was the dorky neighbor next door to Min Suk and Mi Young. He job-hops often and is kind of goofy. At first when he met Mi Young, he will always end up fighting with her. However, after seeing Mi Young depressed and stranded, he is concerned of her welfare and befriends her. He becomes the best friend and guardian angel that Mi Young never anticipated. Besides, you will never feel bored when watching this drama as his action will make you laugh.

Edited From: http://www.krystalheart.com/secondproposal/

....may GOd bless us....

I was sitting down reading my favorite book. The window was wide open to let the air in. Suddenly, a strong wind blow in and cause my photo frame drop. “Ahhh.. my God!” I said. The frame was broken. As I saw this my heart feel as it was being pock by a needle. Pain is all I can feel. I am wondering why I feel like that. It was just a frame. But, it is indeed irreplaceable. I lay down on my bed and tears rolling down my cheek. My mind wonders to the past.

I could not sleep that day. I remember pieces of my sweet and bad memory. My sweet memory that I could remember is where it was first and the last of my visit to a beach for a picnic. It is also my last visit too and we did not step foot there anymore. Pieces of my memory came back to me. I remember that I don’t know how to swim. Even when I used the round rubber to float, I still fall into the water and my father will stand there pulling me up again to the surface. That was when I am still small, just a kid. Another piece of puzzle was what I saw is a lovely dolphin made from sand. The last piece is where I end up with my mother taking shower before we head back home. Just like that as simple as A, B, C.

As I think it seem that I had more bad memory rather than sweet memory. I learn from the bad and it seems to remind me the consequences. I became more aware and careful in each of my decision. I think before I act. But when I can’t control my anger, I will be out of my mind and let go the feeling I seal in my heart. I try to be rational and control myself. People from different background will think differently. I am one of them from average family. I love my family especially my mother and father. Thinking of what my mother said I feel sorry for her. She is a good mother and a fulltime housewife. What she would like to see is us. her sons and daughters to become successful. She put high hope on us as what my father feel too. Thinking of my devoted father who had retired, I am touch. My mind again wonders far beyond my reach. Sometimes, I feel like being on an open sea, fighting to survive, waiting for rescue on such. Ah! Nothing at all, just let the time decide it all. The next thing I couldn’t figure what it is. My mind seems to drowse off and may God bless us.

It's raining

It’s raining..
Making me feel peaceful..
It’s raining heavily..
I wish it could just wash off all my problems and worries
I wish it could make me feel calm all the time
Looking at the rain…
I thinking of nothing at all…
Just feel happy,,,
Seeing the rain pouring down the window
Seeing it running down into the drain..
It all return to it’s start..
Where it’s the circle of life
An endless circle…on and on
This what life be..
We are just the same
We are human..
Not an immortal..
We are born..
Going through Young..age
Going through Old..age
What is important.. is that..
We live without regret….

The seed

the seed

Last time when I went to the Cameron I bought 5 seeds.

It had words on it. So, it is unique. My bro said that it is impossible to grow the seed as he thinks that it was cooked seed.

Of course, I don’t believe.. hehe.. and so I had prove to them that the seed can grow into a plant. Before that, I tried to grow the seed back in uni but due to the lack of the tools, the plant die.

This time I will see till what it will look like. I am happy that it is growing. Hehhe.. My first plant. Guess what was written on the seed before I plant it…? A love shape….

The plant 'I Love u'

Dumpling festive

Dumplings big and small...

Dumpling festive this week! Hehe.. I had eaten dumplings that my mother made.This time my mother makes ‘nyonya chang’. It is hard to do as is seem it was. I know the process as I help my mother to do it. I am just a new learner. I seem that doing ‘chang’, need a lot of ingredients. However, the hard part to me is to slice the pork to small pieces. Think of it. Nyonya chang used a natural colouring that was taken from a blue colour flower. That’s to give the colour on the glutinous rice. The ingredient was secret… hehe.. only if you eat it you will know what was inside it… The last part is to put it all together and to wrap it. The wrapping part needs skill… I did for few time…but succeed at last… the small ‘chang’ was make by me. I would like to give my mother a solute.. as she is good in cooking out tradition foods

Moreover, homemade ‘chang’ is better than the ‘chang’ that was sell in the market. The proof is as said in the newspaper.

Waiting for it

Waiting is painful
Depend on how long it took for you to wait
Waiting is hard
As you need to be patient on everything
Waiting is meaningful
Only if it is worth it
Waiting is hurting
As it is indeed torturing
To me,
Waiting is both hard and painful
I feel like stop waiting and go on
As my heart need time to heal.



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YesTerday

Yesterday was 7June.. It's a day when my time is fully occupied.
I went to my grandma birthday party at Lucky Famous restorant.
All my relatives went there. It is indeed a day for the families to gether.
also a tiring day... cause beside this the next day is dumling festive. I didnt
get a good rest so i am not i a good mood the next day(now).
It seem that we are happy to get together but we need to depart early too.
Today 8 June, my bro, sis and cousin went back to KL.. another day had pass.
I am thinking of when i am going back to Uni... it will be a hard time too.
But, i decide that better to feel like that now than later.
I am looking toward to do other thing else that i havent do before after this sem break.

Yesterday all my trouble seem so far away....
One of the lyrics in a song that i heard before. It seem that everyone had problems..

Silence

Silence....
That what i could say
Sometimes when someone choose to keep quiet..
This doesnt mean that...
He/ she is being defeated ..
It could mean that he/she is thinking
Thinking of ways to defeat you
Or just to defend themselves
They might know more that what you think
Silence is powerfull than words....

My Thoughts...my feeling

Have u ever think of what will happen in the coming.. day by day??
DO u ever think of that not everthing will last foreva?
I do think about it before... as when we get older... things around us keep changing..
our live... our friends a round us and our family..
we.. need to prepare.. prepare for the changes that might happen...
or to stay put doing nothing..?? and get hurt.. by the changes?
people say.. just let it be.. the nature... ya.. i believe it is.. but i try not to be hurt... again..
Being hurt coz of something... that u think might not occur.. that is very hurting..