Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Feeling~

The feeling come again..

I keep on finding for you..

Keep on thinking of you..

Is this what people called as falling in love?

I keep on wondering..

To where it may go..

Not knowing how..

Maybe I should stop it..

Stop looking..

Stop thinking..

Will the feeling go away?

Chatting with you is fun..

At least I wont think of anything else..

Maybe it just because I am miss-ing you..

Is it the same as miss-ing a friend?

I am not sure..

I am so Confuse..

Let me know how..

Friday, October 22, 2010

What I faced when......

Yesterday, 21.10.2010, I went for an interview at Kuala Lumpur. This time it was the fifth or sixth interview, i cant remember. Usually, my dad will accompany me where ever I going for an interview in Kuala Lumpur. However, this time I decided to went alone and with the help from my brother. When I reached Kuala Lumpur around 3 pm, I contacted my brother and he arrived in time. Since that he had an appointment, I wait in the car. After he finish, he drove me to the company where I interview.

By the time I finished my interview, it was about 5.33pm. I could hardly see my brother around and called him. However, he was still on work so I need to wait for him to come. As always, when I waited for anyone, I will walk around. So, I took this opportunity to have a look around Pandan Jaya. The place was crowded with buildings such as shops, houses, etc. There are many restaurants nearby but it seem messy or could say complicated, a bit dirty since some of the place look old. I am use to it, walking alone. Maybe it will look a bit weird as if I am loitering around. I know that I am not belong there. It seem strange but I slowly try to figure out. As I walk, I thought I am lost but soon I saw the familiar place and went to 7 eleven. I bought twister, a bottle of small orange juice. It nearly 6.30pm. I feel a bit hungry. It seem that I could use to it since I ate fried mihun for branch (breakfast + lunch). I walk around and end up sitting at the bus stop. It seem weird seeing all the bus pass and passenger pass by. Even the bus driver who exchange with his friend ask me of why I did not take the bus since it had arrive. My answer " I was waiting for my brother". Maybe he feel curious or concern. Finally the waiting end. I understand that once traffic jam, he will be stuck for hours. Anyway, I feel happy to see him plus it is boring back there! It was 7.05 pm.

We went to hawker stall for dinner. My brother choose fried mee and I choose yee mee since I don't feel like eating any fried food. So, we sat and waited for our food. By the time my brother finished his last fried mee, I still haven't get my food! Eventually, the hawker had prepared my food and finding for me. When she put down the bowl of yee mee, I was a bit shock. It was a big bowl! Gosh....with so little time, I faster eat my food. After finish, my brother drove me to Bukit Jalil. By that time it was 8.05pm. I rush my way to the counter and manage to bought 8.30 pm ticket. I called my brother so that he would not be worry.

Then I find for the bus. A taxi uncle asked me, " where are you going? I could drive you there"... I just reply, " No, I am finding for my bus"..... Then he asked me again " to where"? I told him I am going back to Malacca. While he keep on saying he could drive me to there, I just ignore him and wait for the bus.

It was about 8.15pm. I couldn't wait and thus off to search for the bus. Finally, I found it and waiting beside the bus. While waiting, a guy approach me and ask whether I could lend to him some money to buy ticket since his wallet lost in a bus that he took to Kuala Lumpur. That time I am a bit aware and scare. He keep on talking to me and told me his story. He said he lost his wallet with an amount of money in it when arrive and was looking for anyone to help him. Moreover, he said he was hungry and have not eaten any. What he want is a ticket to go back home. I am not sure whether he was telling the truth or just lying. He seem a bit desperate but I am not sure if he was joking as he even can said to me "Could you lend me RM2 for me to buy a scissors, to rob people..... What the different since nobody can help me now ". I keep on looking around. There are people nearby waiting for the bus to open. He even try to ask from foreigner but the foreigner could not help as he do not have enough money. Soon, the bus driver open the door. I took out the cake I bought earlier and gave it to him. He looked at me as I gone up into the bus. In my mind if it's true, I can't help him but just give him some food for him to wait for rescue. But if it is just a lie... then I could say no more as such things could happen anywhere especially in Kuala Lumpur. I called my brother and told him what happen. He then said I should not believe it. I feel a bit relieve and soon the feeling of scare and sorry for him gone as I talk to my friend. At about 10.35pm, I reached my home, Malacca.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

16.10.10 Surprise

The phone rang....

Me: Hello...
Frn: Hey! I at Malacca!
Me: Huh?? What happen?
Frn: April Fool! Hahaha...
Me: Huh?? Dont play lar..
Frn: Really la.. I at Malacca now..
Me: Oh.. where are you?
Frn: erm... I finding for Mahkota ...Where isit??
Me: Where are you now?
Frn: at Melaka Raya...
Me: Ok... then do u see any building nearby?
Frn: I saw Carrefour....
Me: Okay..then Mahkota is just in front of it.... The Carrefour is Dataran pahlawan too..
Frn: Are you free? Come meet me...
Me: Not sure..see first..

That the conversation between me and my friend who was my ex roomate. It had been a year since we meet. I don't even think that she really will come down to Malacca. In my mind, I thought that she was with her friends.

SMS...

To my Frn: hey, where will you be later? I will come and find you....
From my Frn: I will go to satay celup .... then to jonker.. so meet you when at there...


So, that is how I end up going to Jonker at Saturday evening around 5pm.

After 1hr....

SMS

To my frn: Where are you? Still eating?

Seem that there no reply.. So I called her.

Me: Hello... Where are you? Finish?
Frn: No... Waiting for our turn..
Me: Huh?? how come?
Frn: Coz we came late ....
Me: OMG... actually now I am at Jonker ...Then nevermind.. I will find you..
Frn: OKay..

So, this is how I went to Capitol.... XD ..First time I do this.... Finally, I meet my friend. After tasting the satay celup, we went to Jonker. Lucky or not. It's quite fun, like last time when I accompany her.

Surprise indeed! :)

By the way.... I saw Fiona and her gang too... Hello there....
p/s: She seem surprise when saw me ;)

Friday, October 15, 2010

Wondering ...Thinking....

Each time I online, I keep on looking for familiar friends that I used to chat with or even someone that I think of. Sometimes, I end up disappointed as I didn't get to chat with them or even that person. Maybe as we become closer we tend to feel drift away by distance. We have our own path, own destiny to go as we grew apart. Things can't stay the same all the time. I understand it. But sometimes deep inside I feel alone. There more I think, the more I am not sure whether I should follow my own desire or others. Should I let go? My heart seem depart as I can't decide. Many possibilities have been consider and neither is clear. I know that I don't really like the dull life like now. What I wan is a life full of enjoyment after a tiring work. Not the same old thing as work sleep work sleep and stay at home in the weekend. It isn't what I want. But, will I get to do that?

I am not a good girl as I seem. I tend to escape from my real life and wanting for adventure of my own. Time seem fly so fast that I feel that I shouldn't wait longer.


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

13.10.10

Feel like want to try a slice of this and that ( If can, as it look delicious XD ) Nah.....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

Thanks to all those who wish me... Have a nice day


Thinking of this, I remember of my birthday cake that drop last year :( . Keep on remember it when I don't want to. Then I check in my disk drive to find for the picture.. but it seem that I really deleted it away or I keep it somewhere else. Sad in deed. Anyway, happy birthday to me. Also thanks to Maxis for free call on this day :)



Tuesday, October 12, 2010

9-10-2010



It's Saturday. I woke up early in the morning at 5.45 am to prepare for my journey to Kuala Lumpur. I had never woke this early before ever since I am at Malacca. My mission is to attend the Career fair, MCTF'10 conduct by Jobstreet.com. My bus will depart at 7 am and thus, i need to be there early. As I reached Malacca Sentral, I quickly get in the bus and find a place to sit. After a while, my dad bid me goodbye as the bus start to move. I am so sleepy that I slept a while ( maybe just have a nap as i woke many time ). Soon, my sister called me to know my location. As what I saw was just trees by the highway, I am not able to tell her where I am at that time. Soon, as I saw where I was, I sms to her. The bus had just pass Bangi and UKM. It's really early than planned, 30 minutes early. As I reached Bukit Jalil bus station, I called and ask my sister as I need to but ticket back Malacca. After I bought my ticket, I wait for them.

The first thing they need to do was to get house key. So, this was my first time I step in my sister's new house which just built. However, the person in-charge could not find the keys and we need to come again after 3pm. In the mean time, we take a look at the showroom (house) which was currently renovated. The first showroom was nice with 4 rooms, 2 bathroom, a kitchen, living room or dining and balcony. The design was quite nice. Soon after that, we went to second showroom renovated by different person . The second showroom was simple as they just do a bit changes on it.



Later my brother sent us to Mid Valley as he need to go to his office. As we reached there, we went to the Exhibition Centre at Mid Valley. I check in using the sms I received earlier as I had register thru Jobstreet. This is the first time I step into a career fair. There are many companies that participate in the fair. At first, as I walked around the place, I am not sure what I should do. So, I just walk and look around. After I make up my mind I took out my resumes and deposited it. Oh God! I just bring few copies of my resume. Anyway, after 2 hours the place become more and more crowded. It is time for me to get out of that place! So, I try to find the way out. It took about 15 minutes for me to get out! Fuyoh!!! However, it was a great Career fair. Thumbs up.


Later, I meet my sister and we went for lunch. My sister bring me to Manhattan Fish Market. She ordered for me Grilled Norwegian King Salmon Fillet ( if I am not wrong), with mushroom soup and ice lemon tea. Since I have no camera with me I just get the photo from internet. That how it look like/similar, with tomato and lemon. I could taste the herb they put. Anyway, it's is a healthy food :)





Soon, it's shopping or could say rushing time! Really exhausting too as we walk and walk all day long. Neh... After my sister had bought all the items that she want, we wait for brother to fetch us. Off we go to the sister house to get keys... Well this is the first time I look around her house. Since it was just built, there are damage or could say default here and there. Later we went down and look around. I LOVE the swimming pool as I could see it's clear blue water and it's not deep too :)

It's 6.30 pm and I got another 3 hours at there. We went to have our dinner at Pizza Hut, at Jaya Jusco. After having our dinner, it's window shopping time. At 8.05pm it time for them to sent me to bus station. However, as I look at the ticket, it look like there are mistake on it. It state 9.30 am instead of 9.30pm! OMG... So, we rush to the counter. Luckily, they do change for me since that their staff do make mistake. But, it is also my fault. Anyway, I had to wait for another 30 minutes since that they say there are no bus at 9.30pm. So, there goes. Thanks to my brother and sister as I do have a nice day and learn new thing. I reached home at midnight that day nearly 10.10.10.

Friday, October 8, 2010

" GAP "


" No.....Listen to Me"

" New Generation.... Differences"


Cartoon illustration selected from:-
http://www.cartoonstock.com/directory/g/generation_gaps.asp


Gap... That what I could say. Misunderstanding in communication or communication that make misunderstanding happen? Is it because of the experience that they gone through different or they totally don't even try to understand us and tend to put a deaf ear? Even when in conversation do they listen or they keep on talking without even try to listen and understand the meaning or they actually tend to compare with what they go through? But, the past is past. Now, we are living in present and it is a different world after all.

Here are sentences that i took from a website:-

http://www.addhelpline.org/Closing the generation gap between teen sand parents.htm

( The quickest way to shut down communication channels with a teenager is to become harsh, blaming, and close-minded. )

( Teens are extremely sensitive to being lectured and "talked-down-to." Once they feel demeaned they may strike back with words that turn discussions into verbal battlefields. Parents can help keep communication free of conflict by using non-judgmental and bridge-building language. Expressions such as "let's try to figure out why this happened" or "maybe you have some ideas about how to solve this one" support the teen's self-esteem and communicate a parent's respect for their perspective. Parents are wise to avoid the typical traps that erode communication: jumping to conclusions, dragging up past problems, and predicting future mistakes.)

Yes, it is true. They shouldn't jumping in conclusion, dragging up past problems or predict future. These are mistake that most of them might not realize. First time it happen we wouldn't mind.. 2nd times it happen we will try not to say any as we respect them... 3rd time we will talk to them .. 4th time....." silent" .....This type of conversation will not have any end to it. Just an endless road that keep on and on....

Understanding, Timing, Communication and discussion, Hear and listen, then put yourself in his/her shoe.... Will this help?

Thursday, October 7, 2010

SMS


SMS
= Short Messages ?

haha.. I LOVE to send sms to my friends, especially forward message with cute cartoon or picture.

However, some of the messages I sent to my friends are created by me... So, you might feel that it is belong to me or not.

Here is one of the message that I create:

" People say that LIKE & LOVE is different..
Well, it might be TRUE & might NOT be..
Coz of LIKE we are friend..
Then from there is CARE that grow in our heart...
Called LOVE "

Seem like quote? Erm.. I think this is the best sms i ever type :) ...

Too bad I could not keep all my message due to limited space in my handphone :(

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

PLace I would Like to go.....

Four Seasons

( Isn't it nice and beautiful ? I found this picture when browsing the web )

When talk about holiday or travel, in my mind I would think of going to places that I didn't go before. Even in Malaysia, there are many state that I haven't go before besides than Kedah, Penang and Malacca ( My hometown). Although I have been to Kuala Lumpur, but my journey at there just short and the places that I went are shopping centers such as Mid Valley, Sungai Wang, and other. I remember how I went to Kuala Lumpur. It was because I didn't able to buy ticket direct to Malacca, indeed an unplanned journey. It was tiring journey as well ,as we are rushing from here to there. Of course, I do recognize the place but I wouldn't know the exact direction to the places.

I went to Kedah and Penang as I studied at UUM, Sintok. It was a great adventure along with lovely and adventurous friends that love to travel, shopping and have fun. I do miss them till now. How I wish we could do it again. Soon, I will back again to Kedah and Penang since my convocation is just around the corner. Congratulations to all my friends! However, I also need to find a job or career. So, I hope that I do get it soon after convocation.

Erm... thinking of places that I would like to go other than Malaysia ( places in other state), we will think of going to other country. As for me I do like to go Australia, New Zealand, Canada, China, Korea, Japan and that also include Malaysia neighbor , such as Singapore and Thailand. As for other country the place that I went before was Hatyai, Thailand. It is indeed an interesting adventure and memory that I will keep forever. However, the place that I would like to go is Japan. I am not sure why but I love their arts and traditions, same goes to Korea. They are similar. Maybe I love the four season there..... ah.... good, different, beautiful and natural. Hope my dream do come true. :)

So, what is the place that you would like to visit?


Nice link on Japan:-
http://www.jnto.go.jp/eng/indepth/history/hj/index.html

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Recipe for happiness


Recipe For Happiness

2 Heaping cups of Patience
1 Heart full of Love
2 Hands full of Generosity
1 Head full of Understanding
and a Dash of Laughter

Sprinkle generously with kindness, add plenty of faith and mix well. Spread over a period of a lifetime and serve to everyone you meet.

SO CUTE !! :)

Found from :- http://www.kissrecipes.com/kiss/stew/hamburger.htm

LOVe


I am thinking and finding for love in different language. Of course I don't even know that many. What I know are in Malay and Chinese ( as above ) . So, what will the other language be?



Albanian - Dashuri
Arabic - Mohabbat
Bengali - Anuraga

Chinese - Ai
Croatian - Hatar

Czech - Laska

Danish - Kærlighed

Dari - Ishq
Dutch - Liefde
Egyptian - Merwit
English - Love
Farsi - Eshgh
Finnish - Rakastaa
French - Adore
German - Liebe
Greek - Agapi
Hawaiian - Aloha
Hebrew - Ahava
Hindi - Prem
Hungarian - Szeret
Indonesian - Kasih
Irish - Gra
Italian - Amore
Japanese - Aide Su
Korean - Sarang
Luxembourgish - Liefde
Malaysian - Sayang
Maori - Aroha
Mongolian - Ampar
Nepali - Maya
Norwegian - Elsker
Polish - Milosc
Romanian - Dragoste
Russian - Lyubov
Scottish - Loo
Slovenian - Ljubezen
Spanish - Amor
Sri Lankan -Aadaraya saha Karunawa
Swedish - Håller Av
Tamil - Cauthle
Thai - Ruk
Tibetan - Wylie
Turkish - Sevgi
Vietnamese - Yêu
Vietnamese - Tình yêu
Yiddish - Libschaft
Zulu - Uthando


Found in website from :-
http://www.documentsanddesigns.com/table_numbers/table_cards_table_names/table_cards_love_in_languages.htm

I find out in Hawaii is Aloha?? is it true??