♥Knowing YOU♥

Ever since I meet you I keep on thinking about it

Are we meant to be together?

I want to understand you more

To know about you

Each day I start to miss you

I really want to know

do you mean what you said?

Or it was just a joke?

But each time when we chat

I feel it

That you know

You say we seem like knowing each other for quite long althought it was just a month

I wonder but I am confuse..

Maybe I am scare of lies

Lies that could hurt me when I actually put all hope in it...

I wish you are true real person

I wish we really are meant for each other...

It hurt ....

New Year should have new resolution.

What I wishes for are simple.

Can't it be easy? Sometimes seem out off hand.

Could they understand me rather than I understand them more?

I didn't hope for more

but hope that ...

Everyone have good great day and happy always...

Same goes to me and people around me....

Is this also that hard???

I feel abit tired of understanding people more than they understand me....

I want to stop it.. Could I ?

But I feel that is not me anymore....

/( >.< )\ Arrrgghhh..... it hurt

Not knowing how

Recently I have been playing online game as usual. I seem to forget of blog and others. But I can't keep on running away. It was fun to chat and joke but not everyone will accept what you say. There are different kinds of people. Well, I found out that some internet friends could be annoying and some might not nice as you think they are. Anyway, I shouldn't waste my time on them. But some is nice and friendly.

Should I keep my distance from them? I seem to be drifting far away from reality......

All the Best

My mind is blank. I am not sure what should I write in my blog. It year 2011. Yes I know. I also know that I should have new year resolutions. Yes I have but it also need to take time and the right timing. I prefer to do something that use my hand such as crafts. That's for sure. Anyway, I hopimg that this year will turn out to be the great year and year after. Anyway, there some changes that I could see and I need to prepare to accept it and move on. Surely everyone face challenges that come no matter when or what time it might be. But as long as you could move on and then change the challenges into opportunity then it will be easy. Maybe to say is easy than to do it but we need to make it no matter how hard.

Gambateh to all!!

Take care & never Ever give up!!!

To KL again

I have always wanted to do it by myself and to learnt something new.

3/1/2011

I went down to Kuala Lumpur and meet Lay Guat. Thanks to her that I have place to sleep and able to go for the interview with her help. She also teach me which LRT I should take so that I will be able to go to Bukit Jalil.

4/1/2010

I manage to be at the company. It was a tiring day. We need to do assessment which include grammar and essay. I just do as I could. I had left essay long ago. Soon, after all it was aout 11.20 am. I was called for the interview with 3 interviewer. I couldn't think of any other think and just try to answer their questions. Anyway, it took quite long for them to interview me.

After interview I met Lay Guat for lunch. At least there someone to accompany before I leave Kuala Lumpur. Really thanks again to her. I appriciate it. After lunch around 1.30pm I move on and try to follow the flow also look at the direction. I manage as been told by her to go to Masjid Jamed by Rapid KL and then change to another LRT to Bukit Jalil. On my way, I manage to ask anyone which I should take. As the is one way LRT to Bukit Jalil too. So I took the one that go to Sri Petaling. As I reach Bukit Jalil, nothing could stop me. Even the scatch and win person who try to give me one. I just march forward to bus station and bought 2.30pm bus to Malacca. As soon as I reach Malacca, I am totally exhausted. It time for me to get a good night rest.

Thanks to everyone who help me include my sister and dad! :)

Finding for Reasons

My mind is blank but I still want to update my blog. I can't sleep well yesterday and keep on thinking. A lot of thing playing in my mind. One by one pop out. I asking myself. Why am I here? What am I going to do? Why I was born..... It feel like aimless. Finding for reasons. But there is no answer. Yeah I know that I need to think positively but isn't people say everything happen with reason. But I don't even know the reason. New Year resolution... I keep it in my mind. May I able to make all my wish come true.

Finding... and keep on finding.....

What is YOUR wish?

Merry Xmas

&

All the best to all....

Soon after Christmas, We will count down for NewYear!!!

Do you see the countdown on the right side of the blog?

That show....Time ticking....

SO at here I would like to ask YOU.... Ya, You who come and read my blogs ..Thanks..

What will you wish for if given 3 wishes?

What's in your mind? No matter how it still wishes.....

Just leave ur comment :)

I will leave this post until 1 Jan 2011