Dissapoinment

It happen not as been expected...

It happen without warning...

Maybe I just take if for granted...

As I just wanna feel happy...

But it all seem pour down into the drain...

What I get was just disappointment...

Nothing there and it hurt...

I don't know how...

But I think I need to let it all go...

And find a brand new life that I will be happy with it...

I had tried many things...

Let go of it many times...

Maybe I am not that strong enough...

But I should let go of something that not belong to me...

I finally realize, hurt and disappointed...

ya.. you won't feel it...

But I do...

I finally awake...

That in reality, it hurt... to learn about the truth...

No more...

I will just ignore all of it...

a heart that wont be broken is a heart make of rock..steel..plastic....

No feeling no care no love no tears...