Hate & Love

I looking around and serve the net as usual and I found these picture.

Picture taken from ninja

This is cute!! Although Hate & Love...

Quoted from page

Wow.. Is this true? Hmmm..... LOL.. Don't you feel tired?? Hate that long...

Picture taken from blog

This... I am not sure... Maybe and maybe not...

Taken from Love Quotes

Hmm... 13 sign falling in love.... the last one

" You can't stay mad at him/her more than a minute or two. You actually have to try hard to stay mad. "

Why will you need to try hard to stay mad??? I don't understand!

The Ship

Life
It was like the ocean
and
We are the ships
sailing on the sea
Not knowing where the wind will blow
Not knowing where the wave will bring
keep moving on and on

But sometimes
It need to take a break
Only then it will able to move on

But if they know their direction
Destination
Then it will even more easier than it look

On the open sea
it serve
move on float on the sea
go through the challenges face
one by one
until the end of it's life

We need to make decisions from time to time. Each decision will make changes in our life.
No matter how hard it could be, face it and you will receive something that you can't imagine.

GRANDPA ♥

Last few days, I received a text message from a friend. It stated that his grandpa had gone. Hearing this, I was awake and keep on thinking. Grandpa....

In my life I don't even get to feel the care of a person called grandpa. What I remember was the memory whereby I was just a kid, maybe 4 years old. I remember that I will went to my grandpa's house which was just beside my home at that time. Sitting down on the chair was my grandpa who look skinny, and lifeless. I used to help bring a small pack of powder "cap kaki tiga" and pour it into a cup of water before I hand it over to my grandpa. I will look at him before I go. I don't know why. I can't remember the actually thing happen when my grandpa passed away that time. My mum said that when my grandpa died that time, I was not afraid but just looking at him. Ya.. I remember that. I just remember that I look at him without words. The next thing I remember that I cried when I am not allowed to follow the "black parade". That time I remember I wore a white T-shirt.

I wonder again. Am I sad at that time or am I too young to know the meaning of dying. What I know at that time he was my only grandpa and he leaved me after few years I came to this world. I have no other memory of my dad's father as he passed away when my dad was a teenager. In the end, I grew up without grandpa. At least I was better than my little brother who have no memory of grandpa at all.


When think of it, I actually understand why I look at my grandpa before I go away. It is because I care of him. That is why I will always go and see him, where he will always be there, sitting alone on the chair. As I grew up, I learn that every human will die one day. But, that was not the end of them but it was the beginning of their new life. After years of living from young and then grew old, facing problem, being happy on many occasions, suffering due to sickness and injury and others, in the end they will back to the hand of the God. It was a life cycle. Then we need to learn, to let go of them when time have come and pray that they will be rebirth and born in a good family.

Rest In Peace Grandpa...

Poem title : My Last Visit

It's time, to say goodbye. I'm so upset,
my mouth has gone dry.

When I pull away,
with this pain in my heart.
I don't want you to leave me,
I don't want to be apart.

Sadly I know,
this goodbye means forever,
we have so many memories,
that I will always remember.

The drive back home,
was the saddest I ever had.
I cried so hard,
I felt so bad.
I prayed that God,
would let you stay.
But eventually He took you,
far away.

It's all for the best, I learned to face.
you are free from pain, and in a better place.
your memory is alive, to this day.
( Edited poem )

Original poem source: My Last Visit, Grandfather Poems

P/s: This post is dedicated to my friend. Be strong and take care...

Cassava

Yesterday my dad bought it from night market and ask us to cook it. Well, it was the first time I cut it after being taught by my mother. It is actually very easy than it look like. I just need to cut the end and just do a small cut before it could be easily peel off. It was as if we are cutting a small wood. Soon, after that it was cut to small part. Before you put it to boil, put in a few pandan leaves and a bit of salt. The pandan leaves will make the cassava smell nice. It really taste nicer that it look. You can eat it without putting sugar. :)

Cassava or well known as 'ubi kayu' by Malay. The cassava root is long and tapered, with a firm homogeneous flesh encased in a detachable rind, about 1mm thick, rough and brown on the outside. The flesh can be chalk-white or yellowish. ( from Wiki )

LOVE VS LIKE

Most of all people will confuse between LOVE and LIKE, include me. I wouldn't deny it.

I google and this was what I get. Well from like it could be LOVE... It's deep indeed...


LIKE

1. The feeling of being happy with the person.
2. It give you that warm, fluttery feeling inside

LOVE

1. Love is an unconditional emotion, while like is a more watered-down version of love.
2. Loving someone means that he or she means everything to you, while liking someone means that you are simply happy being with that person.
3. Love involves deeper, stronger emotions, while like is more of a tender feeling towards that special someone.
4. Love is another person becoming an integral part of your life, while like is being comfortable in the company of a person.

Read more: Difference Between Love and Like | Difference Between | Love vs Like

But do we ever really understand it?

The finding and searching for it still go on.......

IGNORE

It hurt to be ignore..

You keep ignoring me while I keep being nice..

Should I ignore you or just let it be..

I should have ignore you..

But i keep on thinking..

That maybe it is wrong to ignore..

But since you keep ignoring me..

then I won't want to know anymore about you...

Then I will ignore you..

by that time..

don't ask me why..

don't ask how am I..

don't ask where am I..

don't ask me anymore..

Since I can't forget then I will just IGNORE your existence in my LIFE

It's December

Today is the 1st December 2010. I awake for a while at 3.40am and reply a message. Well, I am used to it. Then I continue my sleep. Anyway, I can get a good sleep. I keep on thinking of lot of other things. It is totally headache to me. But, for yesterday and past few days, I dreamed of my friends and relatives. I wonder am I missing them or it just a dream.

Fiona, I dreamed of you last two day, we eat cupcakes! Haha... That was weird. Yesterday or could say this morning I dream of my friend Haidy Loh who come by just to see me. Anyway, it was a weird dream that seem past-tense. But it ain't nightmare.

Sometimes I wonder, is it we can't forget all the pass? Or it just because we can't let go. What does it mean?

Well, I google on dream and find it. But i am not sure is it what it mean. Anyway, it doesn't matter. What matter is being me! ;p

Rain. To be out in a clear shower of rain, denotes that pleasure will be enjoyed with the zest of youth, and prosperity will come to you. If the rain descends from murky clouds, you will feel alarmed over the graveness of your undertakings. To see and hear rain approaching, and you escape being wet, you will succeed in your plans, and your designs will mature rapidly. To be sitting in the house and see through the window a downpour of rain, denotes that you will possess fortune, and passionate love will be requited. To hear the patter of rain on the roof, denotes a realization of domestic bliss and joy. Fortune will come in a small way. To dream that your house is leaking during a rain, if the water is clear, foretells that illicit pleasure will come to you rather unexpectedly but if filthy or muddy, you may expect the reverse, and also exposure. To find yourself regretting some duty unperformed while listening to the rain, denotes that you will seek pleasure at the expense of another's sense of propriety and justice. To see it rain on others, foretells that you will exclude friends from your confidence. For a young woman to dream of getting her clothes wet and soiled while out in a rain, denotes that she will entertain some person indiscreetly, and will suffer the suspicions of friends for the unwise yielding to foolish enjoyments. To see it raining on farm stock, foretells disappointment in business, and unpleasantness in social circles. Stormy rains are always unfortunate.

http://www.dreamsfile.com/ABC/rz.htm